I pretended that I wasn't in the middle of this nightmare of a personal odyssey this weekend. I invited people to my house to celebrate my birthday, went on amazing hikes and enjoyed my friends and boyfriend.
And now anything upsets me. It upsets me that I don't have a cell phone charger. It upsets me that I have this paper to write that I'm not writing.
I'm exhausted. And the moment I let my guard down from a weekend of purposeful ignorance it all comes back and I'm crying about my missing cell phone charger.
And I need to write my paper, maybe academia will provide escape.
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